strokes

i don't really know what to write, i got on alright in my exam which i mentioned here at some point today or yesterday or the day before or something...

I got really pissed off with Amy today just because there were a few little things like she didn't do my hair in bunches like i said i wanted she did it in a ponytail but she didn't put the band in properly and it fell out in the middle of my exam and the whole reason i'd asked her to tie it back was to keep it out of my face during my exam, and also because i said i fancied going to brannigans and she said she was tired and didn't want to...

we had said we would go bowling but it was getting silly coz of the time and transport for five ppl that was wheelchair accessible when Amy isn't insured for my car yet was a bit of a prob so we were beginning to think lrv

then amys mobile went off and she went into the duty room. she came back and said to jen that she wanted to talk to her about something so they went back into the duty room. jen came back in and said that amy's mum had just told her her gran had had a stroke and had gotten loads worse throughout the day.

her and jen basically went back to their house straight away coz obviously they didn't want to be here with me. i tried to convince her to take tomorrow off as in the circumstances she would get compassionate leave but she said she didn't want or need to go back to devon and so she says she will work, but i wish she wouldn't coz i have plans to do loads of things she hates anyway and won't want to do even more when shes upset (and she is), plus i find her hard to talk to anyways and now i just don't know what to say especially as my gran just had a second stroke and is in hospital and i;m quite upset about that, i can't deal with Amy being in the same circumstances and upset as well, as i find her hard to get on with if that makes sense.

i went drinking in lrv with my housemates after all this happened and i'm drunk plus i nearly fell out of my chair and nearly got hit by a car, maybe going out without a carer should be banned!!

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