not getting easier

getting on a little better with Amy, but thinking that it might not come together like it should and get better.

guess in a way me having Trudi has spoilt it, we get on so well and are so comfortable with each other... she tells me if shes too tired to do something and we don't but if she knows somethings important to me or its a one off, special occasion whatever we do it and she doesn't complain...

Amy gets dead nervous about the slightest things like earlier she said she was tired then i said if she did my hot water bottle she could go coz i was done for the day and she got all flustered and was like i wasn't hinting... which i knew, but it was the truth i had been just about to ask her when she said that, twas just a coincidence!

also on thurs i said did she want come watch bad girls and she was so out of it i just suggested she went home and she was so apologetic about that today too.

we went to hanley today and i don;t see that that helped in anyway like i hoped it might.

i'm not sure we have enough in common to get over that but in the words of the song:

gotta get thru this...

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