feeling poorly and accessibility

I'm feeling really poorly at the moment :o( think i must've picked up a virus or something when we got all wet and cold at alton towers on friday

i want to just scream "stop the world i want to get off!!" and go curl up in bed for two whole days and not move just have my carers come chat to me for a bit and bring me yummy comfort food like chicken mcnuggets....

its my own fault i feel this bad tho, when i had the job interview (which i had about two hours notice for) i got really stressed out and worked myself up that i ended up feeling rough and then i sat up till 2.30 working on my corporate development and slept for two hours before waking up feeling like crying my eyes out and feeling really unsettled for a while before dropping off again but not properly...

still got loads of work to do which is why i can't go curl up like i want.

my pain levels are atrocious again, the worst for years and i think its this whatever it is making it worse and i also think that if the pain was under control i would feel a lot better so i will ring the docs soon as i get up and ask for an urgent appt as when i took paracetamol earlier my head cleared up but my back was ragging still and it didn't touch it. a hot water bottle kind've does the trick, but not enough!

i don't even think i will get this interview that i went for as the place wasn't very accessible and of course because all i'd had to send was a cv which doesn't have anything about me being disabled on it - although it does say i fund raise for charities for disabled, i belong to the students with disabilities comittee and i used to go to riding for the disabled - but i think maybe its kind of says i am, without saying i am but they didn't know and there was a step into the building which Trudi got me up and then the interview was meant to be held upstairs, but when they came to get me she looked a little thrown off but quickly arranged a room downstairs. not hopeful tho which is a shame because it would've been good

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