just because

oooooooooooh it has been a long time since i put anything up here. Two weeks.

I don't really have anything to put up here now but just wanted to have something slightly more cheerful then my depressed and scared ramblings of last time on the main page!

and i was wrong when i said last time that the one person who could make me feel better was thousands of miles away and wouldn't be here for a long time. guess who i heard from a couple of hours after i wrote that and who i saw a day or two after that?

but if you read my regular page you know all of that so i don't know why i'm writing it here

and still nothing is sorted out and i'm really pissed off about that but also strangely calm and not in the blind panic i was last time i have fantastic friends and they will help me get by

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