agency rant

so pleased that you love me enough to come spend time with me when i;m in my bitch mode and listen to me bitching about the shitty-ness of life :-P

meeting with the bitch today was a complete waste of time... and apparently i have to have someone woman from the god damn care agency they use when they fuck up so much they can't cope come and assess me so they know what my care needs are and the type of help i need etc. 'spect they'll also want to do a risk assessment.

i do not see the point in that as i have had to have agency a whole once in the time i have been here. also we all know how much i hate agency care and i truly believe that it is not an adequate source of care for a person in my situation.

told the bitch to get them to contact me directly to arrange it... am tempted to just make an appt for ages away and then cancel it nearer the time due to being "sick" or something

guess i'm probably just overreacting and like Trud said i do need to be seen to being flexible and helpful, but its such a hassle and I HATE AGENCY CARE!!!

and that stupid bitch is so patronising... she made me feel dead bad and like a two year... i was describing the problems i found when they sent me agency carer before and said that the woman they sent treated me like a two year old, what i just thought now that i should've said was she treated me like a two year old, just like you do...

wouldn't've gone down well but it'd've made me feel better

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