bastards, the lot of them!

"I will need to reassess your needs according to the

new criteria which are very stringent and exclude help with transport,

domestic tasks and shopping."

an exerpt from an e-mail i got from my social worker when i asked her what was happening about the possibility of a direct payment for the summer and placement.

except she ignored the stuff about me staying here in the summer and says "when you come home on vacation we should arrange to meet" so clearly shes doing her favourite trick of hearing what she wants to hear not whats being said!

i almost rang her as she hadn't replied to my mail from two weeks ago, but decided to send another and see if she replied...

good thing, too coz i couldn't've coped with hearing that on the phone!

if i don't get domestic help or helping with shopping or transport, what the hell's left?!?! putting my socks and shoes on?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

i can't be doing with this right now

sratch the right now, i don't think i could every be doing with this.

i'm going to the docs (later today) tomorrow about pain medication, altho i feel a lot better bug wise. Trudi is taking me even tho amy is working coz the office arranged for her to go and do a moving and handling course even tho its not appropriate for working with me, and they knew she was working but were just like well you'd be finished by 11.30 and Emma doesn't normally want support till 10.30-11. bastards, the lot of them. yeah she'd be finished by 11.30 but its in Stafford, 20 mins drive! anyway i said i didn't mind and they didn't get a docs appt except for one at 11.15 tomoz. thank god for Trud the star tho! we are both pissed off about it tho, some day off shes going to have!!!!!

i have to forget about it all and do my work tomorrow, its going a lot better now am hopeful will get it done easily, but maybe i shouldn't've said that!!

and as for now, my bed is calling!

kisses, Em x x

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